she tells the world

2007-07-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

I'VE MOVED.

(ask for my url.)

:D

i'll still be coming back to check. but if easayjournal continues to geton my nerves, i will return to blogger. ^^

2007-07-03T20:16:00.001+08:00

on the phone with Gervais my fan now! :D
AND I SWEAR THE PHONE CALL IS DARN HILARIOUS.

2007-07-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

im like chewing onto the huge bread mum gave me.
she called it a sandwich. LOL.
and on the other hand, frantically typing away.

im so glad i have jianhuan, pearlyn, rachel, weihua.
i love all of youuuu! :D
my all time confidantes. ^^

hahaha.

and Gervais is gonna call me later to update me on NATALIE! xDDDDD
LMAO.

hmm, today was bored.

new timetable sucks big time. ):

somebody send love cube to me? xD
my phone cant accept, somehow.

2007-07-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY.
my last duty at PK. ):
teacher jenny said that i would be welcomed back anytime.
aww, that was so heartwarming la. though i caused so much inconvenience, she was still so nice. : D
haha, returned the tag and all. bid-ded goodbye. ):

met up with sis! wanted to get my creative zen stone. (lime)
they have the one with screen, so lovely.
but didnt. instead, got my nike school shoes.
haha. the one with orange tick. should be can wear la hor. :D

and then saw this cute and pretty shorts.
no suitable sizes available so ordered and paid.
supposed to collect it next week. : D
bought a giant slurpee and went home. ^^
yep. thats my day.

TODAY.
sorry rachel, couldnt meet up with you.
sometime soon alright?

& i bet nobody prayed for my cough. ><
HAHAHA.

no more fooling around during mathematics from tomorrow on. ):

i need a little more freedom, and a little more personal space. =/'
im sorry, but i seriously know my own limits. ):
i really really do.
trust me la. i promise i will take good care of myself k.
i know you've been through it all, but all of this is just part of growing up! HAHA.
and, i'll protect myself. :D

2007-06-30T21:37:00.001+08:00

just reached home not too long ago.
met up with lenechar at compass. (i waited for a good 40mins for her!)
tsk tsk.
then went to walk around, and i think the lim sundae sucks.
sucks hell lots. ><
and, it made my cough worst.

then walked around, and trained down to kovan.
slacked at the shop for awhile.
ate mango snow ice.
yeah, and the barley there taste like erm, blood and iron.
HAHAHA!
no kidding.

oh, and the snow ice made my cough, worst worst.
hahahah.
but yeah. hate the cough.

took many pics. maybe i'll upload next time. (:

wheres my take carer? =x

2007-06-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

so, i woke up at 8.30am today.
my sleep was disturbed by the JC!
tsk tsk. wonder what activities are they doing. i think its sports day.
making so much noise!
but then i enjoy certain songs that they played la. ^^
hahah.

OH YA. im down with cough, and flu.
and muscle aches, and diarrhoea.
HOW GREAT!
><
damn.

im in a better mood now. (:

everybody's off to NDP. ):
i need to go out!
arghhhhh. this sucks.

thank you for telling me that im your most loved one! ^^
sometimes i dont know if i would rather you lie to me or not.

2007-06-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

watched mean girls during geog.

rock climbing was okayokay.
and i made friend with the edwin instructor guy!
haha! cause we were taking 136 bus back.
and then clare and joanne didnt want to sit on the seat beside me.
so when the yi xiang guy got down, me and him started talking!
talked quite alot, and hes pretty smart. from NUS, was from SRJQ and victoria.
omg right.
okay, whatever. hes nice and friendly! ^^
then got off at kovan tgt, and he went off.
may not see him ever again. ):
but nvm, not like i in love with him also.

and got some pretty scratches on my hands.
rock climbing's nice. (:

so, we've finally cleared things out. actually, not really la. but at least i know what am i to you.
im happy when you told me that i was somebody this great to you.
but im also upset cause i could never be compared to her/them. ):
and that, you're treating me this way merely because you're touched by how i treat you; no other feelings involved.
urgh, this hurts even more badly.

2007-06-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

reached home at about 6.35 or so, bathed and here i am. (:
had rock climbing.
erm, okayokay la.
made a fool out of myself, fooled around, cracked jokes and entertained ourselves.
blah blah blah.
clare's dad sent me home. (:

i think it requires alot of strength, and err, courage.
which i dont think i quite have.
tmr will be the real thing.
damn.

and the ropes kind of made my hand red and painful.
=/'

i think my life is sad when all i do is to wait for the bloody phone to ring and indicate that i have one new msg. and i will be jumping for joy. and if the sender isnt who i expected, i will be all upset again. & FYI, this is happening like, 65% of the time?
urgh, this sucks.

thank you pearlyn, jianhuan and rachel, for enlightening me. (:
HAHA. actually rachel didnt do much, but yeah. i still love her tons. :D

i feel weird, stupid, foolish, dumb, silly, ridiculous.
whatever.

and i created this really silly thing during chinese lesson!
Impossible is Nothing.
Forever are Lies.
Cause Nothing's Forever.
So, Forever is also Impossible.

haha! but it makes sense. :D

alright, i need to get down to work.

LIT; THE DIFFERENT KINDS OF LOVE ROMEO AND ROSALINE SHARED.
darn.

2007-06-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

just put down phone with GERVAIS!
hahahaha.
cheer up alright?
i will be just a call away, fan. :D

AND THE THING YOU ALL DID ME WAS BLOODY FUNNYYYYYYYYY!
HAHAHAHAHAH!
i was like laughing all the way throughout the nearly one hour talk!

KEEP ME UPDATED YEAH?
ON NATALIE. (:

2007-06-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

God bless me, and my gastric. (:

today was alright alright, more of free periods and fooling around.
mrs gay confiscated my sudoku, AGAIN. ):
maybe i just shouldnt do it during English anymore.
haha, and i reset-ed my tamagotchi. :D
i named it k-n-s!
HAHAHAHAHA!
sounds cute!
hahahahahaha.
i love my kns! :DDD

i dont know how long more i can stay this way.
im suffocating.
this is tiring.
very very tiring.
i need a break.

sometimes i wonder to myself, why am i giving so much when i know this is never gonna work out.

2007-06-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

i seriously think i need to lose some weight.
i think i have been eating ALOT of late.
=/'
whats with me!
i feel that as time goes by i dont know myself anymore. -.-
seriously, its proven.

oh, may be going airport for lunch tmr after school! xD
(i know i just talked about losing weight and all.. but yeah.)

oh damn, i dont wanna change maths teacher please.
at least give me one thats less fierce? :(

school indeed sucks.

oh, anybody has gotta maths tuition to intro to me? (:

2007-06-24T13:07:00.001+08:00

im crazily into doing surveys now.
done at least 10 already.
lol.

and having flu really sucks.

i bet everybody's blogging about how fast the holidays are gone and all now.
ahahhaha.
its freaking fast please.

hell, school tmr.

2007-06-24T12:11:00.000+08:00

alright, i just realised that the surveys are creating a mess.
haha, so i deleted them.

but i think they're rather true.
hahah.

oh, yesterday had a veryvery satisfying dinner/supper at chomp chomp!
mee goreng, chicken wings, prawn pie (whatever you call that), apple strudel, sugarcane drink, french fries.
and i think theres a few more which i cant really rmb.

i've gotta say this,
chomp chomp rocks! :D

SCHOOL TMR.
HOMEWORK LEFT UNTOUCHED. ^^
I SO LOOK FORWARD TO TMR ALRIGHT.
=/'

2007-06-23T10:46:00.000+08:00

wtf.
screw the phone.

shut up when you know nothing.

im pissed/upset/annoyed like FUCK.
=x

whatever, im just angry.

2007-06-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

OhMyGod. dont feel guilty. i love you and you love me and thats perfect enough. (:

so today will just be;

Eat. Bugis. Eat. Sleep.
Perfect. Awesome. Gorgeous. (:

4 action words, 3 describtions and 7 fullstops.
thats how simple my life's gonna be.

i feel guilty when i make people feel guilty.
OMG. OHMYGOD. O-H . M-Y . G-O-D.

2007-06-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

i've been blogging alot lately.
but its okay. cause blogging's my life. :D

im highhhhhhhhhhhhh!
cause you make me go on sugar rush.

haha, that was random.
anyway, i've once again consoled myself by telling myself to be happy and think no more about the upsetting things. ^^

well, if you dont know me, thats what i always do. (:

and i've been terribly bored the entire day.
other than stoning and rotting, i also blog hopped and friendster hopped.
even people whom i dont even know. -.-
alright, whatever. (you should be able to see how bored i am already.)

somebody introduce me to some nice, new songs? :D

2007-06-21T16:27:00.000+08:00

i wanna blast the music so loud.
the world has forgotten about me. ):
i have nobody to turn to, right now.
now, when i need somebody the most, nobody could be beside me, taking my hand and telling me that everything would be just fine.
nobody i thought would be there for me no matter what, was around.
im not trying to act emo, but yeah.

i miss life.
the real life.
i need to get a life.

indeeed it feels horrible when you have given somebody all the trust and love in the world and that person simply give it up, just like that. the trust is betrayed, and the love's gone, too.
and i know it'll never be back.

im holding on so tightly, cause thats all that is left.

at that moment, all i wanted was for time to stop right there.

hopefully i would be more than a Toy to you.

2007-06-21T14:54:00.001+08:00

so, woke up at 10.30 today, when im supposed to be at compass for breakfast at 10.30.
yep, so they changed the time to 11.30.
haha. hate yakun. (actually i was the only one eating)
then walked around, they had their mac meal and walked them to school.
took bus home from school.

probably going bugis at night to have my steamboat.

perhaps im nothing more than a playdoll to you.
(darn, i typed this sentence at least 3times before blogger decides to let it appear on my screen.)

-

Joshua 1:9 (NKJV)
Have i not commanded you? be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.

when i read this, i know its specially for Me, from Him.
i almost cried on the spot. i was so touched.
He'll said that He'll with me wherever i go. Thank You Daddy.
I love you, too.

2007-06-20T19:43:00.000+08:00

i think something is seriously terribly horribly wrong with me.
i dont even know what i want.

God, please let this last week of holidays be maximised to the fullest.
and i've decided not to do any homework or whatever related to s.c.h.o.o.l.
:D

i've lost the ability to protect myself, in your arms.
think of it whatever way you want, cause almost every way you may want to phrase and define it may be just right to describe my feelings now.

okay, nevermind.
i dont understand what im saying also.

my mood sucks.

2007-06-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

you said you wanted all of me,
and i wouldnt have it any other way;

:D

2007-06-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

so had a super sumptuous dinner at pasir ris last night. (:

TODAY.
went to see doctors and he said that i had eye infection. ):
its swollen. omg, damn pain!
and the doctors gave me 56anti biotics pills. and i actually supposed to finish all of them in a week.
urgh, whatever.

then went amk to meet marcus to collect the tamagotchi! :D
HAHAHAHHAHA.
last night i dreamt that i had a tamagotchi. then this morning when i woke up i seriously have a very strong and random urge to playyyyyyy! xD
wahhahhahah! :D
then went to get tamagotchi batteries and all.
blah blah blah.

and home now. ^^
weeeeee.

let me go play the tamagotchi now! :DDDDDD
*special thanks to rochelle and marcus!*

oh! and thank you rosa for the 15mins prayer! REALLY appreciate it.
i think/hope your prayer works. :D (and i shall not disclose the contents of the prayer.)
and not to forget, weihua who have been faithfully praying for my eye too!
heh. i love both of you loadsssss. =)

i wish with all my might that my eye will be back to normal by tmr morning. =/'

2007-06-17T13:42:00.001+08:00

oh! and this really weirf anf funny and hilarious conversation is going on between me and martin!
HAHAHAHHAHA.

A: i heard you got quite famous in CVSS!
M: Lol. what did i do?
A: Hahaha. my friends in CVSS told me that you dropped from the best express class to the lousiest express class! LOL. and, you're famous for kissing every boy in your class.
M: About the drop, its cause i wanted to let others have a chance to go to the first class, next, actually is the other boys force themselves at me.
A: HAHA! So you enjoying the fame in CVSS now?
M: Not bad la. when people see me they ask for my autograph.
A: So give me your autograph when you see me in future alright?
M: No problem, after meeting me, people realise im not a legend anymore.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!
THAT IDIOT.

2007-06-17T13:06:00.000+08:00

hello all. im down with sore eyes. -.-
i realise i've been falling sick consecutively, as in, one after another.
first was fever--veryvery bad fever. for quite long.
then was cramps.
and now its sore eyes. and its giving me a big headache.

i've decided to skip church once again as this sore eyes is really driving me crazy. ><

oh, and last night had a rather long chat on the phone with Gervais.
he explained to me alot. and, it made me think alot, and understand alot.
so i should just stay out of their affairs for now.
alright, thanks tons fan. :)
andand, get well soon okay! :D

haha. and, today's my dad's birthday. will be celebrating at night, i guess.
and, its Martin lim's birthday!

and a few others whom i cant recall, or isnt worth recalling. =x

anyway, hope i can meet up with those primary school dudes soon.
miss them alot. and i still can rmb how close me and Martin were in the past.
okay, nevermind. (:
anyway, im msging him now.
hahahahha. i heard that he got quite famous in cvss! LOL!
one big joker la he. (:

tonight, my tears need a home.

2007-06-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

whew.
many things happened today.
ahhhhhhh. im confused again. damn. =/'
oh, and i think gervais missed out alot.

get well soon fan! :D

(feel honoured to see your name up here alrighttt!)
hahahahha.

and i think A&F's getting kind of 'stressful' and its more of working than playing.
haha, but i think/hope/pray i'll enjoy it.

and rosa, thanks for that 15mins long prayer! :D
i really appreciate it. ^^

oh yes, celebrated kezia's birthday.
hope can pass her her present soon. (:

yay. im offfffffff. (:

2007-06-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

just reached home! went to the awesome planetshakers concertttttt! :D
hahahaha. it was awesomeeee. (as i've mentioned earlier on.)

met up with gervais and went there tgt.
then idled our time away at expo.
and i think today's sermon was nice. (:

~~im not enjoying myself though. no matter what happened, i cant seem to smile.~~
perhaps its really time for me to give up.
i've thought alot these few days.
i cant bear to. but i've got no choice.
you were no longer who i once knew.
i mean nothing to you, seriously nothing. i'll never forget how you ever assure me that i was somebody special to you.
now everything's different. this is painful.
when i saw that msg, i almost cried on the spot.
rang wo zai shuo yi ci, i love you.
yuan lai, ni bu zai. ni cong lai mei you zai.
(sorry for using chinese, but its the song lyrics.)
give me time to let go. im not sure if i can do it. i know i have to.
i was once willing to be your fool. maybe im still willing to, right now.
damn, the song's replaying and replaying.
i dont know how i should feel. all these while i've been so bloody foolish.
i've been the only one giving my all. and nobody appreciates it.

just dont throw me any questions okay? im pissed enough, with the the whole wide world.
sorry, but yeah.

let me cry myself to sleep, one last time.

2007-06-14T10:22:00.000+08:00

weeeee.
the duck goes sha-la-la. :D

alright that was random.
haha, somebody pray that my stomach will recover soon.

2007-06-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

ARGH.
im having cramps - very bad cramps.
and rochelle cancelled her day out with me tmr. ):
hope things will be better between her and her boyfriend.
my sacrifice tmr better be worthwhile okay! (:
i want meet up with her soon please. last saw her, umm, one or two months ago?
wow. first time in the past 4years. as in, SERIOUSLY THE FIRST TIME.

from this, i can conclude 2 things.
-i always get my time-of-the-month right after camp. damn luckyyy! :D
-bad things always happen at one go.
-i need my M-panadol.

okay thats like 3 things. whatever.
:D

will be out for dinner/supper soon, i think.
but apparently i cant move much. argh.

oh. and im pretty upset. my CIP hours for the childcare thang is gone, gone, GONE.
just like that. damn.
and my NYAA and whatever shit is GONE too.
i havent even done anything.
THERE GOES ALL OF MY HOURS.
everybody have at least like 5hours or something and i've got ZERO.
What The Fella. im upset, and i dont make sense when im upset. =/'
i dont know whats gonna happen to me when everybody else have plenty of CIP points and i have none. -.-
argh, whatever. im pissed.

somebody cheer me up.

2007-06-12T10:14:00.000+08:00

im back from camp! :D
hahah. lazy to blog about all the details, so i shall just briefly portrait the big picture. (:

first day - wasnt as nice, cause we didnt like the accomodation and all. =x and due to certain emotions me and rosa were experiencing. (which of course i would decline to comment on)

second day - things got a little better, but me and rosa were still a little down. (in fact i was feeling worst but i just didnt voice out.)was a very tiring day, walked alot. and sauce pool was grossssssssssss. haha.

third day - perhaps the best day out of all? haha. maybe its cause i knew that i would be on my way home the very next day. =xi seriously needed my phone alright. but i really love praise and worship under the stars la. (: then we stayed up the whole night.played cards, chatted, lied down at flag pole area and admired stars and sunrise, till morning. i bet the scene was hilarious! :D
hahah.

fourth day - more of area cleaning and all. and i've learnt something -- i ought to cherish my phone more! hahaha. it feels really horrible without a phone, not even knowing the time. =/'
and i guess everybody's kind of annoyed with my countdown. HAHAHA! :D

oh, then when lunch-ed with gideon, weili, weihua, gervais, lihui and alvin.
cabbed home. -fare on gervais. :D
OH AND HE HAILED THOSE HUGE 8-SEATERS LONDON CAB!
DAMN FUNNYYYYYYYYYYY!
and shiok! :D
hahahha. the conversation they had was SUPER funny alright!
(lihui had it all video-ed down.)
:DDDDDDDDDDD

urgh. i want the old you back, the fun, lovely and nice friend back. now its all gone. what happened? its getting ridiculous. i hate it when you jolly well know that i dont like the sight of him yet you always wanna act like you're best friends with him, infront of me. i hate it when you act like you're the so loved by everybody and they should range you as the first priority. i hate it when you flirts with every single guy that comes along, esp him. i hate it when you're such an hypocrite, and you dont even know that we found out about your evil deeds. i hate it when you act like you're so cute, pretty, hot, sexy, sweet, lovable. obviously you're not. in fact im rather disgusted. =x i hate it when you scold everybody else for something you're doing yourself. i hate you, yesyes, the new you. i dont know you anymore.when can all of these stop. its driving me nuts. this sucks. we tried really really really hard to love you, but things seems to be getting from bad to worst. cant we just be like..before? perhaps this is just impossible. nothing's gonna be the same, ever again. but i'll still continue to pray for a miracle. till my last straw comes tumbling down too.

And to You;
why dont seem impt to you? i thought you assured me alot of times that i was really somebody impt and special to you. when im away for camp, i missed you. hell lots. (theres plenty of witnesses) i dont know what im thinking at times, they say im crazy. but i believe that for you, its all worth it. even if its not, im willing to be your fool.

rachel will be away to thailand, till saturday. then sunday she'll be away for church camp alr. ):
i will miss her.

tiredddddddddd. my throat hurts and my body's aching.
should be going shopping with sis later?

2007-06-07T11:57:00.000+08:00

now im suffering from sunburn. =/
fever + sunburn + before-camp phobia = OMG.

tskkkk.

alright. so i will be away from 8th - 11th june. (friday to monday)
DO MISS ME ALOT ALOT ALOT OKAY! :D
i will be bringing my phone, but dont think i will be able to reply. ):

AND I CANT IMAGINE THE HUGE LUGGAGE I WILL BE CARRYING!
first time camp list so long. -.-
everybody's first reaction upon seeing the camp list was like, 'waaaaaaaaa! FIRST TIME SO LONG!'
ahahah. yeah, so you can imagine.

i hope i will enjoy.
i have to, cause i promised that i will not be sad sad or sian sian during camp.
but i will be home sick. ><
and i will miss everybody hell lots.
not everybody la, but yeah. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

pray hard for me that i will enjoy camp kay. :D

2007-06-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

you make me wanna cry.
i was never this weak, till i met you.
now tell me what am i gonna do without you.

2007-06-06T19:15:00.000+08:00

so this week have been rather busy.

tuesday - och-ed.
today - sentosa-ed.
thursday - gonna go shop for camp necessities with sis.
friday - off for camp! ~

you make me jump for joy over sweet things you do to me and the next minute you bring down my entire mood cause im reminded that im just another girl you have.

everybody's looking forward to friday but, im not. =x

2007-06-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

i hereby conclude that somebody stood me up today. =/'
lol. but its alright, theres still tmr. (:

apart from being super giddy, i think my fever's gone alr. :D

thanks Genevieve for the sms, and Marcus for the phone call.
i will be well soon cause i've got your regards. :D

and thanks Gervais for the prayer. (see, i rmb! hahaha.)
Charlene for asking how im feeling on msn.

and Roger my takecarer, which obviously didnt do a good job.
other than scolding me for not taking good care of myself. -.-

and everybody else for your concern in the tagboard. (:

and maybe some others that im too lazy to mention. =x

i hope i wont pass my i-dont-even-know-what sickness to the toddlers later on.
I DONT LIKE THE CIP PROGRAM.

):

whatever. =/'

2007-06-03T14:06:00.000+08:00

sorry for not turning up for the rehearsal thing people.
well, i did try to go.
but im really down with fever.
=/'

my head's spinning and my stomach's threatening to make me puke anytime.

and all i need is for people to wish me well or at least ask how am i feeling right now.
very very sadly, nobody did. no la, some of my friends did ask me how am i feeling. THANKS, I REALLY APPRECIATE THEM. (:
but somebody's really pissing me off.
urghhhhhh.

whatever.

and, i love the brownies i made. (:
maybe i shall just stay home today and experiment on more brownies or something. :D
really praying hard tmr would be a good day, and nothing will go wrong. ^^

2007-06-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

i dont understand why must all these things ruin my mood.
i dont like moodswings. ):
my mood havent been good lately.
for some reasons. urghhhh.
and including today.

so, met up charlene earlyyyyyyy in the morning.
about 11plus. haha.
went clare's house, slacked awhile and met weihua and lihui at kovan station.
waited for about 30mins or so and they finally arrived. :D
went ps and didnt manage to get my bright orange fbt, no size.
and then went hougang mall and got my scandals for camp.
exactly the same one as weihua's!
hahahaha.
wanted to go cycle la, go swim la, or go punggol end beach.
in the end we just went weihua's house. -.-
slacked again and met sis at kovan.
watched her finish her dinner and here i am at home. (:

short and sweet.

i realised that alot of weird people have been viewing my friendster profile.
as in, those from other schools, when i dont even know their existence.
=/'

i really really pray with all my might the day out i've arranged on monday will be successful! :D
i dont know what to expect.
heh.

life like that sucks.
i dont know how much more times life would suck without you.
urghhhhhhh.

and everybody's complaining about each other to me. =x
IM CONFUSED.
hahaha.

keeping this pathetic life alive;
-.-

2007-05-31T20:01:00.000+08:00

i hate it when people dont get what you're trying to say, and they dont understand how you feel, yet they refuse to shut up.
i hate it when people have to flaunt their nothings and their not-as-great-as-they-think-possessions.
i hate it when people do things that hurt me yet they dont even realise.
i hate it when people take me as some entertainer(or some sort).
i hate it when i've got so many programs lined up for the day, just when i thought i would have a good day ahead, everybody starts telling me that they're busy and im left at home. *oops*
i hate it when people dont mean what they have said.
i hate it when people forgot what they have promised.
i hate it when i feel so emo, so worthless, so neglected.

sorry, but im not in a good mood. certainly not.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhh, screw ALL OF THIS SHITE.

2007-05-31T13:31:00.000+08:00

you made my day, once again. ^^
i meant what every single word i've said.
now, do you?

ily. (:

2007-05-30T11:49:00.000+08:00

i think im in a happy mooooooood! :D
haha. i love the conversations yesterday. ^^
i hope i wont have to rot at home today again. ):
was supposed to meet friend early in the morning. but in the end never. D:
lol. nevermind.

MISS ME AR ROCHELLE.
DONT GET LOST IN GENTING! :D

and i still love you. (:

2007-05-29T19:32:00.000+08:00

check out my sister's link for pics. :D
http://adrienne-sozoed.blogspot.com/

haha, anyway, i hate today.
so super boredddddddd.
nobody's free to go out with me. ):
darn.

and i dont think im a good friend. D:

2007-05-29T00:10:00.001+08:00

wth. i hate this.
screw this alright. ):

2007-05-28T15:20:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY.
met up with hazel and sis at night.
went to bowl, till about 1plus.
then went to cycle around.
haha, so fun! :D
cycled to serangoon north (near the french school).
then went back.
slacked till about 5plus then slept.
initially was supposed to be awake the whole night and go eat beancurd in the morning.
but we all fell asleep.
so hazel tried waing us up at 8am but she failed.
haha.

SUNDAY.
met up with family at toa payoh and ate at xin fu cha lou.
haha! i think the service is bad there.
food's okayokay only.
=x
walked around toa payoh with hazel and sis. (:
bought some stuffs. and a horror cd.
called 'the red shoes'.
sounds dumb?

went home and rested awhile before going hazel's house again.
hazel mixed some bacardi for me.
now i know how it feels like when everybody elses thinks that you're drunk when you know clearly how awake you are.
haha, anyway, its fun to have your whole vision swaying. :D

then, chatted o phone for an hour plus with ftft. :D

yeah, so squeezed together and watched 'the red shoes'. (:
its terribly stupid i tell you!
although its rated nc 16 and full or horror and gore, its still not scary. -.-
maybe just abit disgusting. horror and gore.
haha!

so now, im still at hazel's house.
btw, hazel's my cousin.
LOL.

pirates of carribeans isnt as nice as i expected. =/'

AND I STILL AGREE THAT I LOvE HOLIDAYS, LENECHAR.
hahaha! :DDD

2007-05-26T12:39:00.001+08:00

yesterday was nice.
i saw the NDP stage. and for once, i regretted quitting.
but not exactly la, cause i know i wont be able to stay commited even if i pressed on.
so, perhaps my decision was still right. :D

and, subway rocks. ^^

i love yesterday.
although my fever came back, certain things really really made my day! :DDD
heh. i love all of you.

-----
sorry fel, cant send you off.
have a good time there alright.
and, remember my graph paper! :D
haha, will miss you. (:

pics! ;

Rachel and Angie. (:
Weihua and Angie. :D
and you know i love her. ^^

have a good day.

2007-05-25T13:36:00.000+08:00

for once, i thought that i could rely on you.
i was just about to open up.
and suddenly, when everything seems so wrong.
you proved me wrong.
i dont like unreasonable people. ):
sorry.
meeting rachel later.
probably catching a movie and just shop around.

i want go look for my cousin in the night to go ride bike!
haha.

and, im quite upset again.
i dont know why when im finally over certain things, things have to ruin my mood.
then after i get oever it, another something will make me upset again.
urgh, damn.
i hate this. ):
hope things will get back to normal again.

2007-05-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

ITS HOLIDAYS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

so went vivo with weihua and shermin. (:
crapped alot, and took photos.
and the train ride home was super hilarious alright! :D
HAHAHA!
laugh till no strength. ^^

so here i am, with the photos, and im wearing the detached belt pinafore now. ^-^
enjoy! :D

i was being retarded. (: and overjoyed at the fact that i finally have BELT! :D
low-belt-in-the-making. :D

weihua and angie. ^^

--------

i love themmmm! :D

sometimes i wonder how life would be like without you.

2007-05-23T16:55:00.000+08:00

so, me and lenechar created love poems in class. :D
we were both being damn emo in class, so we tried to cheer ourselves up.
but i think these poems made us even worst. lmao.

;

Me and You.
When there was Me, & there was You.
We would swim the oceans, and travel the sea.
Walking hand in hand together, and onto the streets.
Till forever ends, I'll never let go.
I love You and i know You love me deeply so.
I live, and i breathe just for you.
So if you leave me, oh Boy, what am i to do?

Im through.
I wrote in my Diary
how much I loved You
how You took me for granted
and called Me a fool
I knew I could never have You
yet I never dared to believe the truth
What I knew was
I could never live without You
never once would I imagine I have to face the painful reality of having to forget You
perhaps to Iou
I was nothing more than just a tool
Your lies, Your eyes, Your everything, Im through.

-By Gie and Char. (:
------------------------------------------------------------------

To You;
urgh. im pissed off. why cant you just be like before?
what the hell had gone over you?
you were never like that in the past.
you would ever neglect me this way.now, its all different.
i've always thought you would be there for me, even when everybody elses leaves me, you wouldnt.
why must things turn out this way. ):
you dont look for me anymore, not even once.
you go with your new friends. i hate this shit. ):

so went clare's house after school. (:

2007-05-21T19:56:00.000+08:00

~~lost.~~

im feeling like such a bloody fool.
i've been so silly all these while, ready to give my all.
but in return, i've got only empty promises.
i've cried so much my tears are dry now.
why am i so silly, i jolly well know that i would get nothing but hurts in return.
but i still chose believe you, or to believe in my own lies.
i've been the one deceiving myself all these while.
and the worst is that i've got nobody to rely on when im at my lowest.
nobody, at all.

this is painful.
the cut is so deep.
the wound is always fresh.
i know i gotta be strong. this is difficult.
if only someone cared.

nevermind, just leave me alone, dont ask me anything.

2007-05-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

so had games day today.
was quite a waste of my time.
should have pontang-ed school like ftft did.
hahah.

anyway, im rather upset now. ):

urgh. stop it will you. stop dao-ing me la.
i dont understand you, i dont understand why must you always be with your new friends and ignore me. ):
we're no longer like before, i dont feel comfortable telling you things this way.
you're making feel like such an odd one out.
cant we be close friends like before?
you know who you are, dont you?
i always thought you were the only one who'll be willing to go through thick and thin, all the way, with me. dont change this impression of mine, alright? i cherish you.

and school was horrible.
i think im falling sick.

2007-05-20T03:59:00.000+08:00

oh guess what. after a tiring trip from suntec home, my cousin and i went night biking. -.-
from about 11 to 12.
we rode from here to xinmin sec, then to avenue 8, then to that park nearby, then to hougang swimming complex, then home. (:
one hugeee round.
damn tiring okay! ><
but its healthy, and it rocks.
i think i will do it again more often. :D

so reached home at 12plus. and went down again to get ice creams.
haha, you must be thinking how adventurous we were.
yes, i love the way we are. :D
pics will be up, soon.
i love the way you cheer me up.
nothing seems to matter anymore, when i know i have you.
you're my everything. and im willing to give up anything, anything just for you.
at cousin's house now.
they decided we're going to play bowling or eat beancurd early tomorrow morning. -.-
and i saw my precious sleep flew away~
):

2007-05-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

just reached home.
life's not that awesome.
wasnt in the best mood today.
but some things did cheer me up a little. :D

and, it always rain when im in a foul mood.
i miss you, terribly.

and i just love talking to genevieve so much! :D

yesterday was great; cause you made my day. (:
and i still love jerk it out. ^^

2007-05-16T18:52:00.000+08:00

Jerk It Out

Wind me up

Put me down

Start me off and watch me go

I'll be running circles around you sooner than you know

A little off center

And I'm out of tune

Just kicking this can along the avenue

But I'm alright

Coz it's easy once you know how it's done

You can't stop now

It's already begun

You feel it

Running through your bones

And you jerk it out

Shut up

Hush your mouth

Can't you hear you talk too loud

No I can't hear nothing cause I got my head up in the clouds

I bite off anything that I can chew

I'm chasing cars up and down the avenue

But that's ok

Coz it's easy once you know how it's done

You can't stop now

It's already begunYou feel it

Running through your bones

So you jerk it out

Coz it's easy once you know how it's done

You can't stop now

It's already begun

You feel it

Running through your bones

And you jerk it out

Oh baby don't you know you really gotta jerk it out

When you jerk it out baby don't you know you really gotta jerk it out

i think this song is nice. (:

reminds me of Primary 6.

2007-05-16T17:38:00.000+08:00

okay, blogger's finally logged me in. (:
today was nice.
after school i meant, of course.
went rivervale mall, bought my doughnuts, went macdonalds.
after that, slacked at the void deck.
lenechar and me had a frightening-ly LONG and SERIOUS conversation.
haha!

yeah, its nice chatting like that. (:

and i love rivervale mall's doughnuts! :D

uploaded many new pics; check my friendster out. (:
love cam whoring. :D

2007-05-15T11:24:00.000+08:00

in school now. having the photoshop workshop thing.
so damn boringgggggg. =/'
so, talked on the phone with weihua for awhile and went to bed. (:
i love her alright! :D
you'll never ever have a freaking idea how horrible this feels, to be the only fool clinging on.
to jump for joy over things you've said and realise the next moment that those were nothing but empty promises.
to be so afraid of losing you.
to want you to want me, ever so much.
to have no right to demand anything from you.
to need you so bloody much, and realise that im so worthless in your eyes.
to be contradicting each time; to give up or not.

i love you; so deep i've lost myself.
):
this feeling sucks big time alright.
okay, shall get back to work and look for the 5 religious harmony pictures now. -.-
ANGIE;

2007-05-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

last night was awesome alright. (:
i love bonding with cousins like that.
i love squeezing on the bed with our eyes half covered, while watching horror movies.
i love staying up late and feeling so secured cause we know we have each other. ^^
i love sharing jokes while munching through our food.
i love movies with them.
i love mahjong-ing with them, and laughing so heard we hardly have anymore strength to go on, at the silliest jokes ever.
i love rewinding old memories of all of us when we were probably only 5 or 6.
i love this cousins tribe. (:

and i love you. :D

spiderman 3 rocks.
all of your socks. :D

and i miss my dearests in school. ((:
i really do!

2007-05-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

yay, im flunking my chem. -.-
i just did for about 15mins and i slept.
gave up.
damn difficult SIAAAAAAAAAAA!
hahahahhaha.

so lately lessons have been really slack.
i will miss the common test venue. ):

by the way yesterday i had funny sleeping hours.
i slept from 7.30am to 10.25am.
then, from 12am to 1am.
then i decided to revise a little.
but i really couldnt take it, was tooooo tired.
i held the textbook up and tried to read.
but obviously i failed. -.-
so dozed off till about 2.30am.
woke up, sent an sms and slept.
-.-

i dont think im studying for tomorrow's maths and lit.
nothing to study for lit and maths its too late for doing any practices.

GOODBYE.
shit it.

2007-05-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

i've got good news. i found myself a good chemistry teacher! :D
at first was ftft, but i think he cant even make it himself. =x
HAHA.
then pursuaded my sis to teach me! :D
YAY. ^-^

today's geography test was a gone case, seriously.
and i woke up at 7.15 today. -.-
actually 7.20.
cabbed to school and fortunately, exams havent started yet. (:

after school went heartland mall, had lunch, delay delay abit and went to hougang mall to meet sis.
waited for about 30mins, she ate her food, taught me abit of chemistry and home.
haha.

life isnt good. ):

2007-05-08T17:39:00.000+08:00

im irritated by friendster. -.-
tsktsk.

oh, and life sucks.
exams sucks.

plus, i read the super thick history notes for nothing.

everything 's so suckish.
boo.

i cant wait for friday.
but before friday comes, my maths and chem exam's gonna come first. -.-
shit it.

2007-05-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

so had english and home econs paper today.
so kns. -.-

then after school went compass with rachel lim, weihua, lihui, shermine and one dont know who.
haha, who cares.
studied and studied and studied.
for about 3 hours or so.
I CANT BELIEVE IM GOING TO SIT FOR MY HISTORY TEST TOMORROW, WHEN I JUST CANT GET ANYTHING INTO MY HEAD.
i read through my notes, but i just cant memorise.
darn.

baby i need you. ):

2007-05-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

i've had a bad-gastric-day.
at first it could have been good shit.
but it was all ruined by this stupid gastric.

hmm, so delayed awhile and went rachel lim's church after school. (:
yay, i think its a terrific place to study!
i can concentrade well there! :D
lol, hope theres a next time. ^-^

then, reached compass at 6.30.
rochelle chan delayed and only reached at 7.20.
yeah. so in between i met valerie at compass and i sent her to her bus stop which was quite far away.
and her bus came and i walked back all alone. ):

met up with rochelle and then went ps.
boranggg.
didnt catch spiderman 3 like we intended to.
and she always dont listen to my advice when it comes to buying things.
and then she'll regret and blame me for not stopping her from buying. -.-

so reached home at 11plus. (:
i need sleep, i need to study. and i need to take a breather, seriously.
i've decided to give up. and i will try my best to let go.
but my feelings are taking control of me.i cant bear to; i cant bear to let go of you just like that.
i hate you. ):
ANGIE.

2007-05-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

Mr Tan is nice because he doesnt confiscate my phone. :D
like superrrr nice.
i think i dont want him to leave. =/'

somebody help print my history notes please? (:

oh, so had oral today.
my group's was in the library.
cause we're special! HAHA.

anyway, its so screwed up laaa.
teacher ask me question i just smile at her. -.-
so difficult. ):

whatever. my chem test sucks too.
4/20! 0.0

now just tell me what the hell do you take me as.
entertainer?
SHIT YOU. i hate you to the core.

i hereby announce pearlyn soh rocks. :D

2007-05-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

today was retarded.
all i could remember was me, charlene and celine running out of the classroom without our pinafore on. -.-
i dont know why i did that also.
i saw celine and charlene taking their pinafore off and they kept asking me to do so.
then, we ran all the way to the toilet with only our blouse and turned all the heads around. -.-
its as if we're THAT rushing!
lmao la.
so embarassing, people in the classes all stared at us.
lol.

haha, but i think today is fun la, somehow. (:
i hope we will always stay in our common test venues.
i dont like homeroom system. ):

anyway, after school went compass.
i saw ALOT of friends. as in primary school ones.
at least 5 or 6 of them!
and i saw xinmin's jasmine they all. but i didnt call them.
right where i saw jiale the other day. i guess they really love burger king.
haha.

oh, and now charlene, viv, khati and nishta should be having their bus rides.
haha!
i would rather come home. -.-
i shall join you all next friday. (:

i need to study.

2007-05-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

so yeah, im staying home today.
how fantastic, the only one home on a holiday. =/'

Jesse Mccarrney - Because You Live
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
-

i feel in love with this song because of the lyrics. {:

2007-04-30T17:07:00.000+08:00

whew. went shopping with sis yesterday.
she bought bag and clothes while i bought my veryveryVERY long wanted wallet! :D
not as in long wanted, but i've been hunting for one for SUPER long.
yeah, and i've decided to start saving some money now. (:
i realise i've been spending alot recently and not saving at all.

OH, so today i was caught for my earrings. and socks. (it would have only been earrings if somebody didnt sabo me. -.-)
she said that only black, silver, gold earrings were allowed.
we were all like, huh?!
since when did we have this rule. nobody ever caught any of us for the colour of earrings pls. -.-
tsk, then she told us we could check our SPO.
then char suggested why not we do it straightaway. :D
but then she declined. -.-

then after our chinese exam we went to check our SPO.
THERE IS NO SUCH RULE PLEASE!
wth, really piss us off. =/'
oh, then she talked to char and blah blah blah.
lazy to say. (:

btw chinese was quite tough.
shit it.

had chem test after school.
i hereby conclude that i love pearlyn and i cant do without her, in both chemistry matters and as my confidante. :D
wahaha!

went cp and then home.

2007-04-29T09:53:00.000+08:00

so yesterday met up with lenechar and viv nair at about 5 or so.
i should have met them at avenue 8 straight. -.-
then crapped abit and i hereby conclude that lenechar was being a wee bit unreasonable.
HAHA!
but its all over laaa. (:
everybody's good and friends again. ^-^

but seriously, the way they argue is darn hilarious.

then, was cheated to send viv and char back. -.-
yeah, i love outings like that. (:

then was left alone at the deserted bus stop to wait for the stupid 101 bus. -.-
i realise 101 buses move really slowlyyyyyyyyy.
seriously.
then, i was rather freaked out at the thought of ftft's experience at THAT BUS STOP.
and instead of consoling me, he actually tried to scare me even more. =/'

yeah, thats my day. (:

and i love cockroach. and viv nair. yipee.
and i think im a good friend. :D

tell me what im gonna do if you ever leave me.
i cant smile without you. ):

2007-04-28T14:17:00.000+08:00

yes, life's still been rather bad.
whatever, just let me try not to be that emo anymore.
thanks everybody, for your concern.
i really appreciate them!
i love you guys man! :D
at least you all tried to cheer me up. what sort of friend is he when he knows that shes so freaking upset and doesnt give a shit about cheering her up. ):

good shit. okok, credits to lenechar for this word! lol.
chinese exam on monday.
i havent started studying, yet.

doing the learning climate survey now, what the hell.
im giving those teachers whom i dislike 'never' for the question asking whether i respect them.
haha, and yes, i do respect mr marcus tan. (:

will be studying with lenechar and viv nair later.
meeting them at 4plus.

CHARLENE; im so NOT honoured to be up there in your post la! HAHAHA. although so, i still love you! <3>

haiyer. sad days ahead --
study sleep eat, study sleep eat.
darn.
stop this bloody routine please! =/'

ANGIEEEEEEEEEEE.

2007-04-26T15:18:00.000+08:00

life sucks lately, thats all i can say.
goodbye world.

it feels horribleeeeeeeeeeeeee.
SCREW IT!
damn.
i dont want this, i dont like this one bit.
i mean nothing to you, at all.
but you know something? you mean the world to me, you really really do.
just dont probe further.

2007-04-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

okay, i seriously think we both should clear this out.

you didnt tell me you wont be free on wed/fri.
the last time we met up we agreed to meet up again on wed/fri.
after that, you were okay with him alr. so we just didnt contact. obviously i would think that you reserved your days for him. (you cant blame me! cos thats what usually happens =x)

oh. by the way, not both of the post were referring to you. -.-
why did you assume. =/
only the later one was.

okay, lets move on. (:D)
you wanna know how i felt when writing those things?
i felt pissed, disappointed(VERY), upset and hurt.
i dont know, i just feel that you come to me only when you need me.
argh, you know i dont want this to happen.
i dont want to blow this up either.
i just feel unfair, for myself of course. (:

rmb the last time we quarrelled because of shawn?
i dont want this to happen, again. lets talk it out calmly, okay?
im very scared our friendship might fall apart, just like that.
i tried really really hard to be there for you whenever you needed me.
because i remember you ever said that i wasnt there for you when you needed me.
so, just like before, know that i am still just a call away yeah?

im alr very stressful recently, i know you are too.
lets give each other support instead of adding frustrations. ^-^

hope that we can be best of friends, forever.

are you that anon, btw? 0.0

-------------------------------------------------

there is still this stupid fly of the same family as the previous one i killed crawling around. its been more than 10mins and i didnt kill it. because i was told not to. (:

school tmr, wow.
maybe i can absorb better with this stupid fever. -.-

2007-04-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

boo world. im bored. and im happyyy! :D

SMILES! :DDD

ANGIEEEEEEEEE. ^-^

2007-04-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

im at my cousin's house now. (:
haha. i realised ive been coming here practically everyday after school recently.
:D
nice nice! so fun.
so today after school me, charlene and viv stayed back in school.
was supposed to revise, but in the end me and viv just wanted to get home so much.
but it was RAININGGG and POURINGGG.
*haha! I WON THE BET, FTFT! :D lmao. now, you owe me one. ^^*
so we went home. and there was a friog on the bus. haha. funnyyyyy.

i think i love the crapping we always have in my class.
hilarious. (:

im so not used to typing with this laptop. :(
argh, i kind of hate recently.
school life and personal life havent been that great, and exams are around the corner, again. im so so so afraid i wont make the mark. everybody seems to be mugging. but me? i just cant get anything into my head, i cant be bothered. because i know even if i do, it wont help much. i just.. cant. im stressed out. im pissed off. im upset. im disappointed, and im reallyyy feeling useless. i seriously need some consolement. screw everything. im not satisfied. with myself, with them, with everything. i hate everything. im not as happy as i appear to be.
am i taking you for granted?
i realise that im no longer satisfied over what i used to jump for joy over now that we've gone further. i want more. =/'
i can no longer live without you. and i feels horrible to be 'stucked' at this stage.
everything just rounds up to one thing -- i cant smile without you because i love you too much.
please dont probe over it because im not going to tell anybody about who and what im talking abt no matter how much you're gonna ask me. i've alr told those i think i should. (:
everybody's busy and nobody's gonna care so much about me feeling so emo over here:(

SCREW IT MAN.

2007-04-21T12:06:00.000+08:00

wow, how great it feels to be ignored.
why must you take it so seriously.
it feels horrible to be ignored by you laaa.
rmb the ni bu zai song? :(
its playing on my comp now.
reply me please my dear friend!
:('

2007-04-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday after school dragged abit and then went compass.
had a sumptous lunch at pizza hut with rachel! :D
yeah, then walked around and met the nana who poned school! -.-
then met up with szemin and tingxun.
the way we met up was hilarious la!
hahah.
slacked in macs and szemin started eating papers. -.-

then they accompanied me awhile then i met up with weihua, lihui and rosa.
went for bible study.
me and weihua's usual nonsense.
HAHA.
i love her please! :D

changed uniform with her once again. ^^
i didnt want to let her bring mine home cos im afraid she might keep it for another week before returning it back to me.
HAHAHA.

so reached home at 11.
happy day! ^^

im fed up.
look, you made up with your bf and forgot all about me.
when you and him were still on bad terms, you came to look for me. we're supposed to meet up on wed/fri, rmb?
and then now what?
what am i to you? just your spare tyre?
you need, you take. dont need, you throw.
wth. you're taking me for granted, in case you didnt know. :/

angie.
*ps i hate you. :(

2007-04-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

today, during chem we found khati's long lost scarf on the roof. -.-
so they went to retrieve it with the broom and bamboo.
the scene was super hilarious i tell you!
lol.

haiyer. im in a foul mood.
darn it.

hate 2.4, hate that bloody freaking second.
=/'

after school went compass with rachel, bought yam pie, dillie dallie awhile and went home.

i cant recall what happened in school yesterday. at all.
i could only remember what happened last night.
the rest of the week i have no idea what happened.
so last night was on the phone with ftft for less than an hour, then put down for supper and forgot to call back. :(
haha.

argh, horribly bad mood. bad bad mood.
screw it! =/'
oh, i learnt that screw actually means fuck.
^^
but i think screw definitely soudns less crude. hahah.

i hate the way you treat me.
stop taking things for granted.
to think you labelled me your good friend.

OH. IM CONFUSED.
i dont know how i should feel. :(
rachel, help help help! :(

i dont understand chemistry, not at all.
ANGIE.

2007-04-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

HAHA! funny converesation between ftft and me. -.-
many hilarious things, one of them; enjoy. :D

ANGIE because i love you ;D says:
YUCKSSS. i just killed a fly. and before it died, i broke its wongs. : (

ANGIE because i love you ;D says:
im sorry, fly.

- [-®-] ø Ĝ ë R - round 192 prodigy says:
EEE. you so scary

ANGIE because i love you ;D says:
i give the fly alot of chances alr eh!

- [-®-] ø Ĝ ë R - round 192 prodigy says:
then next time u see me untill very pekchek

ANGIE because i love you ;D says:
the fly fly here fly there for the past 10mins. keep scaring me. -.-

- [-®-] ø Ĝ ë R - round 192 prodigy says:
i keep walking around u 10mins

- [-®-] ø Ĝ ë R - round 192 prodigy says:
then u break my legs or hands

------- (some edits involved)--------

HAHA! lmao la ftft. so crap! 0.0
heh.

and there's still alot of flies around. ive killed like 3. -.-
oh no, i dont mean to be evil. =/'

2007-04-16T16:47:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY.
after church met up with rochelle and we just roamed abt.
had just noodles and then walked around awhile more and went home.
reached home about 10pm or so.

rochelle, what on earth happened to you.
cheer up la! you have me, you know, ME.
he isnt everything! :D

oh, and caught 200pounds beauty.
both funny and touching.
both of us cried. =/'
great movie. ^^

TODAY.
had usual lessons. then went off at 11.30 for robotics excursion.
haha, went andersons jc.
super boring, all the way we just sit down there sleep, chat and use phone.
i took manymany pics while they slept. -.-
haha. dismissed ourselves at abt 3.
then went compass with cishan to buy something and went home. (:

what fuckers you all are. =/'
screw you. everyone of you.

B Y E W O R L D.
ps im hating life.

2007-04-15T10:08:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY.

after sch stayed back in sch for a little while and then decided to go home. =/
but met sis at bus stop and pursuaded her to go ps with me! :D
haha. then got my nike bag, like very very finally. ^^
ex, heartpain. =/
oh, then met up with lihui and weihua and the 3 of us went bible study together! (:
i think we look funny, 3 of us wearing the same uniform and sitting together crapping.
hahaha.
had plenty of fun.
me and weihua were laughing throughout. -.-
so embarassing please!
but fun! :D

OH, and me and weihua changed pinafore!
I FINALLY HAVE BELT!
i love that pinafore. :(

SATURDAY.
woke up early in the morning and met up with fel and clare.
cabbed to yck stadium for 2.4 run.
at least i passed la, although my timing was quite slow, i guess. =/
but i think i almost lost my breath. :(

then cabbed home.
rested awhile, had a good long bath and met up with rochelle, juliana and rachel lim!
:D
then went xinmin home coming.
its super duper boring and the weather's killing us.
so we bought some food and slacked at the benches. -.-
slacked till about 2plus then we left.
regretted going.
oops. =x

but yeah, its nice to meet up with you girls, after so long.
^^

AND, i spent alot this week!
esp today. -.-
i sponsered ALL of the coupons alright!
tsk, you all so bad to me. :(

sent rachel and juliana to hougang, they went church and rochelle went to meet him.
so i went home to sleep.
and i seriously slept my day away.
wake up slp wake up slp. mostly awakened by my phone.
rest of the time was spent msging ftft. (:
yay.

apparently the muscle aches are killing me. =/

pearlyn, i need to talk to you badly! :(

pics up. (:

2007-04-15T09:46:00.000+08:00

me and weihua! loves! ^^

you see you see, i finally have lowwww belt! haha. but the pinafore is abit big. but i still love it! :D

2007-04-12T14:52:00.000+08:00

okay, i definitely had a bad day - a bad hair day.
my hair was awfully retarded.
my fringe confirmed the retarded-ness of my appearance. and my ponytail that is sticking out like some stupid duck tail finished off the look of an idiot. like completely.
wow, and to think i was late today.
so, i walked pass my class, with my head hanging low.
and all i heard was gasps and 'omg, angie.'
the gasps part was a wee bit exxagerating la, just a wee bit!
and then, mrs gay was marking attendance.
i was right infront of her.
and she went like, "where's angie? have any of you seen her?!"
i turned around and looked at her and she got a shock.
she said she couldnt recognise me. =/

well, i received ALOT of comments. good and bad, but of course, most were bad ones; as i expected. it definitely didnt look good laa.
whole day i was hearing all sorts of things;
angie, what on earth happened to you?! no, to your your hair.
omg, angie...
your fringe is so.. bouncy!
ahh angie, you look cute! (:D)
your fringe is cool.
can you just take the damn hairband off.
you look funny/wierd.
you look better this way.
you look awful.

i guess i kicked up a commotion during morning assembly when i just arrived.
val, shervin, pearlyn. meiqi and all were all giving comments! -.-

i dreaded recess, i dreaded travelling from one classroom to another.
argh. whatever. enough about this stupid hairstyle.

so, i came home straight after school.
yeah, thats my day for you.

OH, thanks NANA and RACH for the present! :D
i love you guys, lots.
i would say that you guys were the only one (maybe tgt with rochelle y and all) who stood by me when i needed you the most. i promise, i will never forget youuu! :D

AND, pearlyn, you're my all time confidante!
i dont know how life would look, without you.
LOVES TONS! <3

ANGIE.

2007-04-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

today was fun!
had usual crapping and all in class.
oh ya, i notice a trend in our class.
after our PE lesson on wednesdays, we have our maths.
and the few of us (fel, sokkaung, charlene and all) will be the last few to reach the classroom and SLOWLY walk into the class.
i meant slowly.
then the whole class will be looking at us, then look at mr tan, and we will drag our feet to our seats.
hahaha!

then after sch met up with hazel and sis. (:
although we didnt catch the movie that obviously we planned to, we had alot of fun!
outing with these family girls always makeme LOL.
haha!
always make me go into the 'laughing mood'.
lmao!

and i was caught for my hair today.
DAMN IT.
and look at how ENCOURAGING charlene is.
WOW.
and she says : "charlene rocks the shit out of angie's life."
YEAH RIGHT MANN!
hahaha.

yo all dearest buddies, keep your laughters to yourself tmr yeah.
=/

ANGIEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2007-04-10T16:11:00.000+08:00

oh yes. i forgot to blog about something very interesting that happened before robotics yesterday.
i was swinging my hand with my wallet in my hand.
rachel was eating her lor mee beside me.
then i swing swing swing, suddenly i lost control and my wallet flew and landed in her lor mee!
LMAO!
the scene was so hilarious please! :D
those idiots simply sat down there and laughed at me, cant they put themselves in my shoes?!
HAHAH!
and now my wallet smells of her lor mee.
-.-
feel honoured okay rachel!
HAHAHA.

was supposed to accompany sokkuang, valerie and charlene to go cut hair.
but charlene didnt want to go in the end.
so stayed back in centrestage room after school. (:
oh man, centrestage room is so damn cool please. :D
bring me again next time?
haha!

OH. plus, we presented our 'sinderella' skit today.
WAS DARN HILARIOUS.
the 'backstage' super fun la!
throughout the whole thing we were laughing our lungs out.
hahha!
but i think it was rather screwed up. 0.0
hope have another chance to present it again. ^^

and i think lately im starting to listen to some chinese songs.
although the songs im listening to are not very new, but it makes me feel emo.
haha!
yuan lai and tonghua, di yi ci and all.
okay, say im retro all you want, i dont care. :D
OH, i like the song girlfriend too!
its hot! (:

one more thing i must declare, seeing her totally spoils me mood ~

MY PHONE CANT WORK LAAA.
WTH! :('

ANGIEEEEEEEEE. im confused.

2007-04-09T15:33:00.000+08:00

oh wow. got a good 5/25 for maths test. -.-
what mr marcus tan told me made me feel really guilty. =/
oh, and something really interesting and funny happened!
khatijah, me, and sokkuang's maths test results is exactly the same as our 'pirates number'!
HAHA. damn funny la.
i think mr marcus tan felt really upset cause despite our lousy results, we were joking abt it cause all of our results were in consecutive order. -.-
coincidence?
HAHA.

cute.

oh, having robotics now!
HEY, DONT DESPISE MY DEAR CCA ALRIGHT! :D
lmao.
i think mrs thiru is niceeeeeeee.
heh.

oh, and nobody's replying my msges!
argh.
:(

im pissed but i got back at her, i think.
heh.
if thats considered as revenge. (:

ps i love you.
ANGIEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

2007-04-08T10:44:00.000+08:00

days had been rather interesting and exciting this weekend. (:
been going out everyday single day and i think thats how life should be like.
okay, at least my life. :D
haha!

thursday met up with rochelle chan and stayed over at her house.
nothing much but just slept and slacked my day away.

friday had class outing and caught the movie "freedom writers".
i think its such a bore, although many cried, i almost fell asleep.
oh, then we (the few of us with mrs gay) had lunch at marche.
mrs gay wanted to pay for us but we refused.
i think in the end she still paid part of it for us.
:D
seriously, i think shes the nicest teacher ive ever met.
if my pri sch teacher, mdm salina, havent had conflict with us, she would be the second best!
but sadly, our relationship with her turned sour towards the end.
but who cares, she hates us and we hate her, due to some reasons which i would decline to disclose. (:
i think the group of us were the worst students she ever had. =/

then after that went home to rest.
i miss home, i tell you! (:
then had family gathering at sakura.
the food not bad la.
love the steak. :D

saturday, dare day!
yahoo.
funfunfun.
went for dinner with girls.
PS I STILL CANT FIND MY BAG.

AND, dozed off while reading ps i love you.
=x

oh, and ftft always ps me! :(
not my multi purpose machine anymore! :('

andandand, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG WEIHUA!! :D
LOVES ALWAYS ALRIGHT. <3
you this sexy little thing.
but i think im sexier.
HAHA! whatever. lovesssssssssss.

oh, i cant upload pics.
i think something's wrong with my bluetooth. =/
will try again next time, many interesting pics! :D

alright,
GOODBYE ALL!
ANGIE. (:

i love you, forever and ever, happily ever after?

2007-04-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

today was good.
everything was good.
but im having moodswings. :(

is this the best things could be?
must i lose a friend if i have another new one?
hate it.

now you want her and you dont want me anymore.
you think the worst of me.
nothing i do could please you, nothing.

2007-04-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

MONDAY.
wow, great.
some idiotic moronic suckers went to hack into my msn while i was having robotics.
that asshole went to change my password and all.
but i changed back la.
i dont think its teachers, although they have access to my account since i was using the comp in school.
but everything's fine now.
but im just pissed, and curious to know who that mentally diabled retard is.
tsktsktsk.
i have somebody in mind, but theres nothing i can do to prove that its her.
0.0
ahh, whatever.

TODAY.
oh, the reader digest magazine thang called me up just now.
that guy was trying to promote the magazine or whatsoever la, i didnt really pay attention. :D
and our conversation was really wierd and hilarious!
haha!

here goes:

him: hi Angie. this is the readers digest whatever whatever.
me: yeah?
him: can i tell you more about it? like its promotions and all.
me: hmm.. sure. (although im not really interested, i cant really say no)
him:*talks all about how much discount there is and all. so i just once in awhile asked some questions to let him think that im paying attention, actually im not.*
me: okay, i will think about it.
him: okay, so our last day in school will be this thursday.
me: okay. heh. (ive got nothing better to say)
him: heh heh heh. (he was trying to be funny, but he failed -.-)
me: okay, i consider la. *already abit annoyed*
him: i know im pretty dumb.
me: YES YOU ARE. *FINALLY cant stand his stupid-trying-to-be-funny-attitude*
him: okay... (with his sadsad tone)
me: whatever, i said i will consider, okay?
him: wait wait wait! i havent finished with my promotions-
me: *cuts in* THE PROBLEM NOW IS, IM NOT INTERESTED AND I DONT WANNA LISTEN!
him: why?..
me: CAUSE I WANNA PUT DOWN, DUH.
him: alright then, fine, byebye! *giggling*
me: BYE.

-
wthhhhh!
he told me his name and i think im gonna see who he is tmr. :D
hilarious!
lololol. (:

okay, im gonna go do my career research now. O.O
i know you dislike me, but can you just be less hostile.
it hurts me you know.
and oh, something's really fishy with that person.
did you.. betray me again?

2007-03-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

so, today was such a joyous day!
although blogger deleted my ENTIRE post, im still overwhelmed by the excitement.
haha!

whatever it is, ive decided to bury the hatchet, since its not her fault to let the cat out of the bag that once, its that bitch's fault, alright? :D
i hope its just that once.
my trust better'd be worthwhile.

today's a whole lot of fun!
after our thai meal, we went khati's house again.
slacked, fooled around with that asshole, and cam whored!
hahaha, so happyyy!
:DDD

pics up! :D

MY LOVE; ASSHOLE. :D

khatijah, charlene, angie.

that asshole! :D how adorable can one get?

we're happy kids, alright!

thats our life.
that devil thinks shes all that hot. xD
you know we lead a happy life. (:

haha, goodbye. (:

2007-03-31T16:35:00.000+08:00

so i finally found somebody free!
yahoo, see people, i told you im not going to stay home on a saturday!
:D

hahaha.
so i will be meeting charlene and khati!
they're my life savers. (:

off to prepare!

2007-03-31T15:29:00.000+08:00

today's a saturday.
and im not gonna staying home on a saturday!
but its like i have a choice, everybody's so busy.
wthwthwth! :('

haiya, so bored.
ftft's not replying.
confirm plus guarantee rochelle wont be free.
rachel will be having church.

feeling so emo now.
hate it.
oh, and its raining again.
and the scenaro so cute, cause i went to close my windows.
then i can see everybody closing their windows and getting their laundry in.
haha, like, almost everybody living opposite me.

whatever, i told my mum im bored to tears.
and she says that shes gonna bring me to the park with swans later.
i remember when i was young i used to go there frequently.
then this particular swan always peck my butt.
:D
but its been ages since i last went there.
and i bet there will be far too mnay changes.
:(
dont know if i should go. its a pasir ris, i think.

ahhh, feeling so emo now.
hate it.

screw her, screw him.
screw life.
screw everything.
:(

if only you knew.
that your promises i hold them so true, so precious.
perhaps they were just words that meant nothing to you
but it meant the world to me.

goodbye world, and set the raindrops freeeeeeee.

2007-03-30T18:02:00.000+08:00

okay, so today celebrated miss netty's birthday!
yahoo. (:
how can i not love 2Faith?
:D
heh.

but i was seriously pissed off, and i meant BLOODY pissed off, with some childish and immatured people.
seriously, i can do many things to you, i didnt simply because i thought it was childish to complicate matters like that. but if you refuse to stop your childish and despicable acts, i promise you would regret what you have done.
if im you, i would get a life, like immediately.
and most importantly, gain enlightenment.
yeah. thats to the bitch man.

whatever it is, i think rachel lim's in a bad mood today. :(
she doesnt love me anymore.
HAHA!

im still waiting for stupid rochelle chan to call me! :D
if her friends arent going over to her house tonight, I AM. (:
i will feel wierd if i go and her friends are around.

haiya, staying at home on a friday is so no life.
i think i should get a life too. :D
hah, im just crapping.
whatever it is, goodbye. (:

2007-03-28T15:51:00.000+08:00

WTH. i was just viewing friend's friends and i came across this girl's profile.
she took so many nude photos of herself.
wthwth, see no evil. ><
i wonder why they like to do such things.

enough about that, makes my hair stand.
okay, about today. (:
been indulging myself the whole day with the book 'you are here'.
i think its damn nice.
i successfully read 61pages of that book today.
yipee.
more to go, getting exciting. :D
its a love story, i guess.
heh.

oh no, i have to recite the chinese thang tmr.
OH NOOO.
=/'

i dont feel right without you by my side.
ANGIE.

2007-03-27T16:04:00.000+08:00

today's all well and fine.
just a little pissed off.
=/

and im still quite disturbed by what mrs chan said, regarding the parent's complain letter.
do SJC really give others such a bad impression.
0.0
whatever la.
oh, wth. what more do you want from me.
im giving in not because im afraid of you.
but now you're just pushing your luck.
i am doing well with them, they're what i call friends.
i will prove you wrong, that i dont need you like how much you think i do.
yes, hes right, you're a bitch. a total bitch.
simple and nice, i hate you, goodbye.
ANGIE. <3
ANGIE. <3
ANGIE. <3

2007-03-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

2007-03-26T11:03:00.000+08:00

im having diarrhoea.
-.-
tsk, i dont like it like how much rochelle yong likes it.
HAHA!
so apparently i didnt go school or i wont be typing away now.
=/

i hope it gets well real soon.
God bless me. :D

oh, gonna accompany hazel to go get her shoes and cardigan later.
at amk hub.
then i'll take bus 74 down to xinmin. :D
the prob is, must i really bring everything to go shopping with me?!
xinmin shirt, fbt shorts, socks, white shoes.
-.-

i miss rachel and nana.
haha!
i dont know how great i can describe you guys to be. :D

now you make me never want to let go.

2007-03-25T21:33:00.000+08:00

met sis and hazel and we went for dinner!
:D
celebrated sis birthday.
the actual big day is tmr la.
but since shes going out, we just celebrated today.
haha.

then shopped around orchard.
bought shoes!
:D
yay, so ling ever since i bought something. -.-

and i need cute clips please!
:D

ftft is calling later. :D

2007-03-25T11:13:00.000+08:00

i think something's terribly wrong with me.
im sleeping earlier and earlier each day!
-.-
if ftft didnt say so, i wouldnt have realised.
i used to slp very late.
now i 2plus bth alr.
tsk, whats wrong with meeeee!
:('

ftft;
you're more then an entertainer.
not clown laaaa. -.-
you're my good fantastic friend!
:D

i need a new blogskin please. =/
ANGIEEEEEEEE! :D

2007-03-24T21:09:00.000+08:00

went sam's hse.
haha, today's DG was okay okay la.
then dad picked me up at compass after that.
went to eat bak kut teh!
:D
sent sis to AMK mrt station.
she went night safari with friends.
tsk!
:('
i want go also!
hahaha.

yay, ftft promised 24hour service!
:DDD

ANGIE!

2007-03-24T11:46:00.000+08:00

yawns. im tired. im realise that im always tired recently. -.-
so its saturday!
:D
so, will be meeting rosa at kovan at 2.
(:

yay.

i cant wait for monday.
(:
everytime i get your call, i pray hard that you will never put down the phone.
and everytime i receive your msg, my heart skips a beat.
:D

2007-03-23T18:01:00.000+08:00

looks like i havent been blogging for quite long.
at least to me la.
hahaha, i feel wierd without blogging!
lol.

so, this week have been bad bad BAD.
perhaps the worst week so far in the year.
life's been bad, maybe just too many suckers around.

sjc life's been awfully awful.
xinmin life's been great.
:D
haha!
suddenly quite close to ftft.
haha!
i think lately my msges have burst like hell, all ftft's fault.
HAHAHA.

oh, went orchard and ps today.
but look, its a FRIDAY and im back home alr.
:/
rochelle's dad's back and she have to go for dinner with them.
and monday monday!
yay, i cant wait.
im just gonna wear one xinmin pe shirt and walk right into that school.
haha!=, hope nothing goes wrong. (:
but ftft doesnt want to acknowledge me. :(

can you just stop dragging more and more ppl in, its just between YOU and ME. you're just a unreasonable and insecured coward who doesnt even dare to reply. i kept quiet and kept things to myself even though i long ago knew abt it, but things are just getting out of hand. look, i did cherish our friendship and i tried to sort things out. but all you know is to spin tales about me and want everybody to take your side. to think you still have the cheek to say ALOT of people doesnt like it, that shows how many you've told. it only tells me one thing, you acting so childish and immatured. but i still want to thank you, because you've taken away my 'friends', so now i could see better, whose true to me and whose not. and to those who stayed by me, i really want to thank you. oh, i would appreciate it if you could stop what underhand means you're up to right now. you'll get what you sow one day. because i do believe in retribution, and bad karma. seriously, theres nothing good about you, piece of shit. and yes, i still dont see any fault in me. maybe i do, thats to ever treat you like a good friend in the past. goodbye.

was bloody pissed please.
what the heck.
you know who you are, you cant blame me.
at least i know my limits, well you dont.

ANGIE.

2007-03-19T15:48:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY.
heh, had a wonderful birthday!
:D
went DARE.
yahoo.
those cliques of mine were so sweet.
(:

thanks for all the presents, cards and also, those who wished me!
:D
plenty of loves! <3

will upload the pictures soon, i hope.
haha.

MONDAY
in school now. (:
having robotics. -.-
the guy whose supposed to teach us stuff got into a accident and was unable to come thus, we're allowed to do our own work.
haha!
what a cca, allow us to do our own work!
-.-"

damn slackkkkkkkkkkkkk.
lol.

michael jackson's moonwalk!
:DDD

why? why do you all have to treat me this way.

ANGIE.

2007-03-16T12:33:00.000+08:00

so will be meeting up with rach and nana at abt 4, i guess.
(:
finally a day out with them!
yahoo.

and, its just 11hours and 35mins awayyyyyyyy!
:DDD

2007-03-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

so in the end, i met up with weihua and rosa and we went rosa's hse to make cookies.
0.0
we were so random la!
haha.
but the cookies werent really successful.
:('

(pics at precvious post)

2007-03-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

haha! i think this pic is retarded but CUTE! heh. me and rosa. (:

before we lay our hands on them.

after we dig in. haha! it was chao ta. :D

2007-03-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

i lazy to post.
yesterday was a very healthy day for me. -.-"
but ate alot.
HAHA.

whatever it is, its just
2MOREDAYS.
to of course, ANGIETAN'S BIG DAYYYYYYYY! :D

(:

2007-03-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

okay, im so sad.
i cant get the NUM scandals!
cant find a nice pair.
maybe next time go find again.
(:

so didnt buy anything today.
yet spent alot.
tsk!

had suki for dinner.
yay, so safistfying.
hahaha, stupid happycat make me eat so much.
=)

will be back with pics, some other time.
:D